A beautiful reminder :')

Salam
I found this blog from one of my friend and yes, I cry when I read the post. It touched my heart and I decided to share it with you, yes YOU :) Well, you can go to this blog (click here) for more awesome posts :) 


"Dear sister,

I know its hard. I know you look at the pictures of the models and the celebrities and wonder why you can’t look like them? I know it physically hurts to sometimes refrain yourself from plucking those brows or to put on that hijab and abaya. I know how it feels when your best friends are extremely pretty [Mashallah] and you’re standing next to them, feeling like nothing. I know how much complements and attention can light up your face. I know sometimes you have to give up being able to wear a certain thing because it isn’t appropriate. I know it gets hard to walk outside with no make up on, with your natural face, thinking it’s not good enough and all of your flaws are showing. I know. 

You know what else I know? I know you’re beautiful, regardless of what you think of yourself. I know that even the slightest inclination of pleasing Allah in yourself increases that beauty ten-fold and I know that when Allah finds you beautiful, it’s all that matters. You’re not doing this for the world, remember? You’re not even doing it for yourself.

Imagine your beauty on the Yawm al Akhirah when your face would be glowing and radiant with noor, when you would be more beautiful than the hoor and you would realize that it was this world really wasn’t worth the drool.

Dear sister, I’m proud of you."

-Asra F.

May Allah keep us firm in His Deen, May Allah make our good deeds heavy on the scale, and May we all attain Jannah, inshAllah. 

-Destination Jannah

Bercerita tentang cinta.

Salam.

I hope everybody is dong well. May Allah blessed each and everyone of us :) Bila bercerita tentang cinta. Apa yang nak diceritakan? Cer citer. Hahaha. First of all, in my humble opinion, love comes with responsibilities. Jadi, to bercinta is quite hard actually. That's what I think laaa. I've experienced to be in the relationship, once but not the kind that i mentioned earlier. It was some funny, lame moments in my life. I'm regretting it. Yes, saya menyesal but it's too late already because it happened. I can't turned back time kan? That relationship thing is the worst that could happen. I did not love him and I did not know why I have a relationship with him. LAME ! -___- It happens when your nafsu tells you to do so. Its fun laa kan having a boyfriend. Everyday text you until you have no time to call your parents. *BAD DAUGHTER* You delay your study and so forth. So, it was ridiculous. RIDICULOUS. You know what I mean, kan? I can't believe I've been there and hopefully not again. Well, kalau or if someone right come along the way okayla, why not. Haha. The truth is, I want a love after marriage. Sounds so nice and very hmm *i can't actually find a word to describe it* :p I believe there's a soulmate for everyone. Semua dah ditentukan Allah s.w.t., when the time comes, the right person akan muncul and you'll be happily ever after :) The love yang kita cari nanti will come as they said good things always come for those who wait and I'll wait patiently.

So for those yang always merungut because you did not have a boyfriend, don't worry! Your time will come and by that time, you will say It's worth the wait ;)

“Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. It's because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.” 
― Jodi Picoult, My Sister's Keeper

I call her Yam :)

Assalamualaikum.

Hello lovelies. It's been a while since the blog is updated. I would just say I have nothing to write about. There's a lot of things happening to me but I just can't seems to write. But, tonight I feel like writing something. This post is dedicated to my dearly Maryam Arina. Lets just say, I called her Yam. My awesome, cute, funny, intelligence, and a very good friend of mine.

I met her 2 and a half years ago. She was my classmate back then in KMB. I thought she was garang at first. She hardly smile and always kept this bluur expressions on her face. One time I tried to talked to her (it was my first time). It was a smooth conversation at first and the next day when in class she don't even remember that I was talking to her last night. She hardly recognize me actually that time. As so, I don't know how we become close. We become best friend and we did almost every single things together.

She always come to my room to online, that was before she had her broadband with her in the college. Still, after she had her broadband, she still come to my room. We talk, we eat, gossiping around and laughing our ass off. I do often come to her room as well. Sembang sembang and stuff.

Let's just say, we spend our two years together as a best friend. We hardly fight. I mean mungkin tak pernah lagi. I don't know, and I hope never :) Now, this girl is flying off to Dundee, Scotland and I'm like miles away from her in Australia (soon). I'm going to miss her and her affections towards Korea.

Dear Maryam, if youre reading this I wanted you to know that I'm glad I have you as my best friend :) Thanks Allah I found you. Boyfriend? You'll meet him there, somewhere in Dundee. HAHA. And, bila dah jumpa, do inform me. Bagitau laaa aku nie, boleh tengok tengok buat pesanan anank cucu. Kalau ada rezeki, aku datang Dundee visit kau :) Thank you for being awesome, love and thank you for having me as your friend. i love you Maryam <3

We actually masuk group sama to do this boxes :)

She's my Surau gang :)

Kesimpulannya, she's my everything. My study mate, my makan mate, my TV mate (Juvana), adn mostly she's my mate that Allah's had send to me :)

"Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down"

And yes, you did it :)

Love,
Ainun <3

Be grateful for what you have

Salam.

Raya experience was awe-inspiring. I learn lots of thing. I learn that you should be grateful for what you have. On the first raya, family's of Rasdi well not all, few of the family went to visits our sedara mara and we come to this one house. The lights are dim, and the environment looks pretty awful. When I stepped in, sudden feelings of bereaved blows me. The grieve look in the face, add the sorrowful moment.

A tough women she is, I said to myself. She take care of her husband who is half stroke. When everyone wear glamorous baju kurung and happy celebrating raya, she sat in the house wearing worn out clothes and sat besides her other half. She cried when people console her, yes. She wouldn't want any sympathy's but she needs someone who actually understand her, and support her. When I come to think about it, how did she managed? She did not have a stable job, apart of taking care of her husband, she take care of her brother. Siblings are running apart, nowhere to be found. Alone, using all her strength left, she managed. 

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All this while, I've been complaining. I should be grateful for what I have because other people experience the worse. As I ponder upon, I have a great life, supportive and loving family, and awesome friends. Being grateful is the least that I can do. So people, let us be happy for what we have now, and who we are with. Allah can take it away from you anytime. So, Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah. I've been blessed all this while. Please help them who needs and give them strength to live. Amin :)

Raya oh Raya :)

Salam.

So, sekarang everyone is sooo in the mood of raya. lagu raya merata rata alam. So, sewaktu raya yang gembira bira that day, my family went to snap snap few pictures laaa. (few?) well, just having some fun because probably next year, i may not celebrating raya in Malaysia :( Okay, takpelaaa, anyways, raya is sooo fun! I got lotss of duit raya eventhough I'm like almost 20.  Ceh, bangga sekejap. First day, raya rumah opah buat nasi beriyani kambing. OMG, sangat sedap. Well, mungkin sebab I yg do most of the cooking kan. eceewaaahhh. Then makan makan, keluar rumah dua tiga tapak then tangkap gambar. And now, I miss the awesomeness of the people there :( Andak, Yeid, Cikyang, Opah, and etc. ramai sgt nak sebut. HAHA Then the raya continues at kampung sebelah ayah :) And, i tell you, seronoklaaa! i love the people there, so fun and awesome :) Dekat sana, you can never feel hungry even for a second. banyak makanan and they like ask you to eat until you kenyang. Then malam malam, mesti tengok cerita hantu while everyone tergolek golek in front of tv atas toto. tahu tak toto tu apa? (google it people) And after that, duit raya time! Semua org will be tadah tangan and salam with aunties and uncles. I think this year is the most memorable one kot. I think I appreciate every single moments that I have in both my kampung :) Disini, kita selitkan fews of the pictures and the rest is in fb :)