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title blog xde hari nie sbb aku rase mcm nk penampa je sekor monyet nie..nk dijadikan cte..monyet nie bknlah haiwan tetapi manusia yg masih mempunyai otak dan akal fikiran.

aku jadi stressed up tros dgn die..mcm..wtf! oh..aku mmg tamau mencarut tp apakan daya.

i wanna yell out loud at him!!!!

get off biatch!

api kemarahan sdg membuak-buak! he irritates the shit outta me man!

this is what i looked like when i'm angry!

//hahaha

today, i went back to my kg. and meet opah and atok...suprisingly..atok igt i'm still studying..oh hello! atok..i'm 18 la...xpela..so, nk dijadikan cerita...setelah mahu pulang mmgla afdhal salam dgn atok dan nenek...and atok pesan :
"jgn nk cari boyfriend..igt nk blaja dulu...nnti abes sume bende..."

dan aku yg tercegat kt situ..tegelak je la...

pastu opah pula menyambong bicara! hahahah :
"isy..xpe ade bf..nnti jd anak dare tue plak...xlaku..asal tahu jage diri sudah! "

hahahahaha..aku punye la tegelak...sbb due2 laen pendapat...opah kte dh jd mcm trend skarang ade bf...tp kte kene pndai la jge diri and our own pride..kn??

pape pon..aku salute la ngan opah aku..very up to date! hahaha..cayala...
but..aku ttp ngan my own self. this is my time for myself and family is priority...takde utk org laen..hehehe ;)

tagging...sape yg saye suke huh??

hello again..i've been tagged by izyan..so..enjoy! ;)

7 CIRI WANITA / LELAKI IDAMAN ANDA
1) beriman of course!
2) smart...you noe..SMART is the new sexy..yeah!
3) caring and responsible...
4) loving me as what i am..tehee ;)
5) good looking...hopefully!
6) he must love football! and tenis...yes..that is a must!
7) have a good carier...doctor,CEO,engineer..heee :DD (kaching!! money$$$ babeh! )

8) ORANG YANG ANDA PERNAH MINATI SEPANJANG HIDUP
1) HIM!!!
2) cristiano ronaldo
3) robert pattison
4) zumi zola
5) kaka
6) secret!
7) jesse mcCartney

PERASAAN SEKIRANYA KELUAR DENGAN ORANG YANG ANDA MINATI
1) nervous...
2) blurrrrr.....
3) speechless??
4) feel like throwing up! whooa! hehee ;)
5) smiling non-stop! hahahahaha :D
6) hmm.....i dunno...
7) just wait until i went out with one of them..ceewwaah!

7 TEMPAT YANG INGIN ANDA LAWATI BERSAMA PASANGAN
1) mekah...haji together (sweet!)
2) venice...gondola!
3) New York..shopping!!! tehee ;)
4) Carribean...naik kapal...blablabla...sunset...oh!
5) england...old trafford! EPL!!!
6) melbourne Australia...AUS open heh!
7) switzerland....playing snow! :)

7 BARANGAN YANG AKAN DIHADIAHKAN KEPADA PASANGAN
1) jam
2) tie...if he is a CEO!
3) shirt???
4) perfume...Hugo Boss would do...heee..
5) no idea...
6) tataula....
7) pass!

7 TAJUK LAGU YANG AKAN ANDA NYANYI KEPADA PASANGAN ANDA
1) mencintaimu - kris dayanti
2) tak mungkin melepasmu - dygta
3) love bug - JB
4) terima kasih cinta - afgan
5) lucky - jason mraz
6) i'm yours - jason mraz ( that's when i marry him ok! )
7) tentangmu - kertas

7 RAKAN YANG AKAN ANDA TAG
1) izyan
2) ilya
3) muizz
4) deeb
5) syud
6) afak
7) earfun

tagged.

hello ppl! i've been tagged oleh ilya and izyan...hehehe ;)

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
- syud ; girlfriend..hehehe.. , -
-areef ; my bestfriend ever!

2. Your impressions towards him/her.
- syud : a very very good friend, outspoken, rajin sgtla..., kind hearted. muahhxx!
- areef : very open and sewel!

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
- syud: menangis ble aku dtg bilik die the night before i went home.i'm so touched
- areef: coklat je yg ku igt...heee :D

5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
- syud : say sorry bon2!! :p
- areef : .eerk???

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will...
- syud : cry! please don't.
- areef : lntak die la. :p

7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on his/her
- ntah...they are good enough. i think! ;)

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
- syud : she likes my bf! wahahahaha!- areef: xde reason kot... :p

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is
- syud :kasik die marah..sbb die susah marah orang..aiyo!

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
- syud : sewel! hehe- areef: die baek je... :)

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
- i'm not sure..but i think they pretty like me much! hehehe ;)

12. The character of you for yourself is?
- rebelious!

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- cryer.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
- ainun munirah bt. zulkiflee...one n only!..wahahahaha ;p

15. For the people who likes you, say something to them.
- i like u too..of course!

16. 8 people to tag:
-izyan
-syud
-deeb
-irfan
-nqb
-muiz
-afak
-sape-sape je la...


17. who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
- hehehe...rahsia kerajaan!

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
- she's a girl.

19. If no. 7 and no. 8 were together, would it be a good thing?
- hmmm....i don't think so...

20. How about no. 5 and 6?
- hahaha....so not into fit!

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
- SPM je....bio,chem..bla2...

22. Is no. 4 single?
- i guess so...

23. Say something about no. 2.
- i just love you much! ;)

// kepade mereka yg perasan dan takde perasaan.

today is friday dan aku amatla kebosanannye...dan tibe2 aku terase amatla marah apabilanye ade la sorang nie yang prasan sgt aku syok kt die..adus..blahla wei! benci lagi ada la!
aku just mntk ym die je pon..xde nk ngorat pon..x ingin tau x! setakat ko nie...x pyhla..dan kau sdg dilanda kebencian yg amatla sgt!
jadi, kepada sesiapa yg perasaan tu..sedarla..anda x hot pon dan i really hate you! for God sake!

to whom i concern ;

1. aku x suke kau la!
2. boleh blah!
3. jgn prasan sgt!

sekian.

//the frreedom

today is tuesday, the second day aku kt umah...huhu..feels free..no more maktab, and no more problems.i'm completely free from everything. (=
one thing that i miss the most is my friends and him of course!
Before i went back, syud had gave me the letter and it was sad.I was crying like a baby. She make me miss her.Adoi!
On the letter, she said :

ainun, jaga diri elok-elok,jage solat,

holds on Quran n mathurat,

lepas nie da xde sape2 nk tego kite or nasihat kite.

and that's what she said...n i realise that i'm growing to be an adult, a matured adult.no more crying, no more manje2. i have to be independent! VERY! the reality is always ugly.

now, aku dah kebosanan di rumah.Doin nothing except on9..(: heaven gile..hari ni konon2 nk pegi tgk wyg kt TS..heee..tp xjadi disebbkan ade 2 org adek aku yg aku tatau nk cmpk mane.xpe2...tomorrow is my birthday n i wish foe hom to wish me..i pray hard to Allah. semoga dimakbulkan. amin. ;)

//raya

oh..raya..it only come once in a year..i had so much fun during raya..there's a lot of food that i ate samai aku pon da terkembong mcmla belon panas..tp xpe..ibu kate..makanla selagi boleh makan..wasn't that cool! huhuhuhu...tahon nih aku dapat byk sket duit raye..i mean a lot more than last year.heee mata duitan aku!ade la jgk aku meng snap photo sane sini..heee..seronok aku.raye rumah org xdela byk sgt..but it was fun..in a mean time, i was pressured by my cousin who also a SPM victim's. There were all struggling maut and i was OMG! i am not goin to be that kind of student...how bad i am...sheesh..bak kate ayah..do study smart..xkn waktu raya pon nk bace buku beb..please...kn?

*p/s : to my dear cousin,don't read books during raya.it's time to eat..and eat..and EAT! weeee! ;)