Friday, September 30, 2011

The other buttercup is yet to come home :)

Assalamualikum :)

Happy Friday people ! I hope everybody is in a good health. I'm not really that well, by means I'm having some slight difficulties because my nose is filled with unwanted mucus *sobs sbos and my voice was not sweet as before so if i were to sing, it will sound more like katak panggil hujan -_____-

Well well well, I'm happy today because my sister is back at home. Yeay! Now, there is three of us. Me and the other two buttercups. Feeling good today although their annoying is on top of the roof. Duuhhh! Biasalah, nama pun adik beradik. So, this evening my family and I will off to go and pick up other buttercup at Shah Alam. And yes, to ehem ehem *caugh caugh* I will lalu in front of your Uni and wave at you walaupun you obviously tak nampak. Hahaha.

And so, it's 3.30 pm and we were too bored doing nothing except for watching some horrible show. Okayla, mungkin tak horrible but kinda boring. Mungkin tak suit dgn jiwa jiwa kanak kanak gembira riang like us. Woot wooot, apa lagi. camwhore. memang kerja masa lapang. Its good when you're using your laptop for camwhoring. Kulit akan menjadi sangat mulus, dan putih smerbak apatah lagi jerawat semua hilang begitu sahaja. Hewhewhew ;)

Take 1

Take 2

Take 3 konon semua hot.

Take 4 so, everybody wants to promote Colgate ;) Yes, we used Colgate

Take 5 They thought it was a "con" pose means control pose -___-

Take 6

Take 7 Some re adjustment would do ;)

Take 8 I guess everyone is happy :)

Actually, kita nak cakap yang I'm so happy my buttercups is home. My adik adik although annoying but still, can melt your heart away :) Till then people. have a nice day !

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

It's okay if you're not pretty, like me :)


Browsing to the tumblr and also the blog. I wonder who's the owner. All I can say is Subhanallah. Most of the post reflecting my feelings. And so, I'm touched by one of the post. It suits me well and it makes me think that it is okay for not being pretty. I'm not saying that I'm not grateful for what Allah had grants me with, in fact Alhamdulillah. I'm happy with who I am right now :)

Well, well, well, I took this post from Tak berniat untuk curi the post from sesiapa but I just want to share. People say, sharing is caring and it's not wrong to share something that should be shared :)

Bismillah wa Alhamdulillah,

I’m sorry.

I’m sorry I don’t have the most perfect skin.
I’m sorry I don’t look like a Victoria Secrets model
I’m sorry I don’t have the best style.
I’m sorry I’m not tall.
I’m sorry I’m not perfectly skinny- 5’7 nor 100 pounds.
I’m sorry I have stretch marks here and there.
I’m sorry I have bad hijab days.
I’m sorry that I’m plain.
I’m sorry my eyebrows aren’t thin and perfectly trimmed.
I’m sorry my face isn’t caked in make-up.
I’m sorry that I can never meet society’s standards.
But you know what?
I don’t need to care about society’s criteria.
I don’t need people to tell me I’m beautiful.
I don’t need compliments to make me feel better.
I don’t need a superficial love that can’t withstand a stretch mark here or chub there.
I don’t need to keep sinking into a never ending pit of low self-esteem.
Because I looked to Allah, and He told me the perfect recipe to be Beautiful.
Not just temporarily, but forever.
“And the servants of the Most Merciful are those who walk upon the earth easily, and when the ignorant address them [harshly], they say [words of] peace,…” [25:63]
“And [they are] those who, when they spend, do so not excessively or sparingly but are ever, between that, [justly] moderate [25:67]
“And he who repents and does righteousness does indeed turn to Allah with [accepted] repentance. And [they are] those who do not testify to falsehood, and when they pass near ill speech, they pass by with dignity. And those who, when reminded of the verses of their Lord, do not fall upon them deaf and blind. And those who say, "Our Lord, grant us from among our wives and offspring comfort to our eyes and make us an example for the righteous.” Those will be awarded the Chamber for what they patiently endured, and they will be received therein with greetings and [words of] peace.” [25:71-75]
Ya Allah, when the world criticizes me a million times over
Ya Allah, when the world keeps telling me hurtful things
Ya Allah, when the world keeps pushing “ugly” at me.
Give me the courage to hold firm to your Deen.
Ya Allah, as long as I am beautiful to you, nothing else matters.

Ya Allah, even when everyone leaves my side, let me take comfort in the fact that
You are closer to me than my jugular vein [50:16]

Monday, September 26, 2011

A beautiful reminder :')

I found this blog from one of my friend and yes, I cry when I read the post. It touched my heart and I decided to share it with you, yes YOU :) Well, you can go to this blog (click here) for more awesome posts :) 

"Dear sister,

I know its hard. I know you look at the pictures of the models and the celebrities and wonder why you can’t look like them? I know it physically hurts to sometimes refrain yourself from plucking those brows or to put on that hijab and abaya. I know how it feels when your best friends are extremely pretty [Mashallah] and you’re standing next to them, feeling like nothing. I know how much complements and attention can light up your face. I know sometimes you have to give up being able to wear a certain thing because it isn’t appropriate. I know it gets hard to walk outside with no make up on, with your natural face, thinking it’s not good enough and all of your flaws are showing. I know. 
You know what else I know? I know you’re beautiful, regardless of what you think of yourself. I know that even the slightest inclination of pleasing Allah in yourself increases that beauty ten-fold and I know that when Allah finds you beautiful, it’s all that matters. You’re not doing this for the world, remember? You’re not even doing it for yourself.
Imagine your beauty on the Yawm al Akhirah when your face would be glowing and radiant with noor, when you would be more beautiful than the hoor and you would realize that it was this world really wasn’t worth the drool.
Dear sister, I’m proud of you."
-Asra F.

May Allah keep us firm in His Deen, May Allah make our good deeds heavy on the scale, and May we all attain Jannah, inshAllah. 

-Destination Jannah

Monday, September 19, 2011

Bercerita tentang cinta.


I hope everybody is dong well. May Allah blessed each and everyone of us :) Bila bercerita tentang cinta. Apa yang nak diceritakan? Cer citer. Hahaha. First of all, in my humble opinion, love comes with responsibilities. Jadi, to bercinta is quite hard actually. That's what I think laaa. I've experienced to be in the relationship, once but not the kind that i mentioned earlier. It was some funny, lame moments in my life. I'm regretting it. Yes, saya menyesal but it's too late already because it happened. I can't turned back time kan? That relationship thing is the worst that could happen. I did not love him and I did not know why I have a relationship with him. LAME ! -___- It happens when your nafsu tells you to do so. Its fun laa kan having a boyfriend. Everyday text you until you have no time to call your parents. *BAD DAUGHTER* You delay your study and so forth. So, it was ridiculous. RIDICULOUS. You know what I mean, kan? I can't believe I've been there and hopefully not again. Well, kalau or if someone right come along the way okayla, why not. Haha. The truth is, I want a love after marriage. Sounds so nice and very hmm *i can't actually find a word to describe it* :p I believe there's a soulmate for everyone. Semua dah ditentukan Allah s.w.t., when the time comes, the right person akan muncul and you'll be happily ever after :) The love yang kita cari nanti will come as they said good things always come for those who wait and I'll wait patiently.

So for those yang always merungut because you did not have a boyfriend, don't worry! Your time will come and by that time, you will say It's worth the wait ;)

Thursday, September 15, 2011

“Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. It's because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.” 
― Jodi PicoultMy Sister's Keeper

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

I call her Yam :)


Hello lovelies. It's been a while since the blog is updated. I would just say I have nothing to write about. There's a lot of things happening to me but I just can't seems to write. But, tonight I feel like writing something. This post is dedicated to my dearly Maryam Arina. Lets just say, I called her Yam. My awesome, cute, funny, intelligence, and a very good friend of mine.

I met her 2 and a half years ago. She was my classmate back then in KMB. I thought she was garang at first. She hardly smile and always kept this bluur expressions on her face. One time I tried to talked to her (it was my first time). It was a smooth conversation at first and the next day when in class she don't even remember that I was talking to her last night. She hardly recognize me actually that time. As so, I don't know how we become close. We become best friend and we did almost every single things together.

She always come to my room to online, that was before she had her broadband with her in the college. Still, after she had her broadband, she still come to my room. We talk, we eat, gossiping around and laughing our ass off. I do often come to her room as well. Sembang sembang and stuff.

Let's just say, we spend our two years together as a best friend. We hardly fight. I mean mungkin tak pernah lagi. I don't know, and I hope never :) Now, this girl is flying off to Dundee, Scotland and I'm like miles away from her in Australia (soon). I'm going to miss her and her affections towards Korea.

Dear Maryam, if youre reading this I wanted you to know that I'm glad I have you as my best friend :) Thanks Allah I found you. Boyfriend? You'll meet him there, somewhere in Dundee. HAHA. And, bila dah jumpa, do inform me. Bagitau laaa aku nie, boleh tengok tengok buat pesanan anank cucu. Kalau ada rezeki, aku datang Dundee visit kau :) Thank you for being awesome, love and thank you for having me as your friend. i love you Maryam <3

We actually masuk group sama to do this boxes :)

She's my Surau gang :)

Kesimpulannya, she's my everything. My study mate, my makan mate, my TV mate (Juvana), adn mostly she's my mate that Allah's had send to me :)

"Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down"
And yes, you did it :)

Ainun <3

Friday, September 2, 2011

Be grateful for what you have


Raya experience was awe-inspiring. I learn lots of thing. I learn that you should be grateful for what you have. On the first raya, family's of Rasdi well not all, few of the family went to visits our sedara mara and we come to this one house. The lights are dim, and the environment looks pretty awful. When I stepped in, sudden feelings of bereaved blows me. The grieve look in the face, add the sorrowful moment.

A tough women she is, I said to myself. She take care of her husband who is half stroke. When everyone wear glamorous baju kurung and happy celebrating raya, she sat in the house wearing worn out clothes and sat besides her other half. She cried when people console her, yes. She wouldn't want any sympathy's but she needs someone who actually understand her, and support her. When I come to think about it, how did she managed? She did not have a stable job, apart of taking care of her husband, she take care of her brother. Siblings are running apart, nowhere to be found. Alone, using all her strength left, she managed. 

All this while, I've been complaining. I should be grateful for what I have because other people experience the worse. As I ponder upon, I have a great life, supportive and loving family, and awesome friends. Being grateful is the least that I can do. So people, let us be happy for what we have now, and who we are with. Allah can take it away from you anytime. So, Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah. I've been blessed all this while. Please help them who needs and give them strength to live. Amin :)

Raya oh Raya :)


So, sekarang everyone is sooo in the mood of raya. lagu raya merata rata alam. So, sewaktu raya yang gembira bira that day, my family went to snap snap few pictures laaa. (few?) well, just having some fun because probably next year, i may not celebrating raya in Malaysia :( Okay, takpelaaa, anyways, raya is sooo fun! I got lotss of duit raya eventhough I'm like almost 20.  Ceh, bangga sekejap. First day, raya rumah opah buat nasi beriyani kambing. OMG, sangat sedap. Well, mungkin sebab I yg do most of the cooking kan. eceewaaahhh. Then makan makan, keluar rumah dua tiga tapak then tangkap gambar. And now, I miss the awesomeness of the people there :( Andak, Yeid, Cikyang, Opah, and etc. ramai sgt nak sebut. HAHA Then the raya continues at kampung sebelah ayah :) And, i tell you, seronoklaaa! i love the people there, so fun and awesome :) Dekat sana, you can never feel hungry even for a second. banyak makanan and they like ask you to eat until you kenyang. Then malam malam, mesti tengok cerita hantu while everyone tergolek golek in front of tv atas toto. tahu tak toto tu apa? (google it people) And after that, duit raya time! Semua org will be tadah tangan and salam with aunties and uncles. I think this year is the most memorable one kot. I think I appreciate every single moments that I have in both my kampung :) Disini, kita selitkan fews of the pictures and the rest is in fb :)