Wednesday, May 27, 2009

the feelings.


I’m a little bit sad today which I don’t know why. I surf the net a moment ago and went to KMB portal. Those thing that happen there crepe me out. The student there and the environment. Oh, it was hard for me actually. I started to think deep and wisely…am I taking the right path or else. Am I good enough??? Good enough to be with all the future student of KMB…I felt like crying. I don’t know. No reason at all. Sometimes I thought that maybe I should just study in Malaysia and I don’t have to think about this oversea issue. Ayah seems really happy and ibu too felt the same way. As I sat here and writing craps, those ideologies came to me again. I have lots of feelings inside me. It’s like stuck and couldn’t come out because there was a big and huge barrier beneath it. I felt scared, anxious, and a whole lot more. The questioned here is can I do it?? I’ m going to the most prestigious college for IB (international baccalaureate) in medicine. I know, deep down inside my heart, I can do it…it’s the matter of time that will reveal it.
Ainun, I’m writing this to you, Ainun Munirah Zulkiflee. Wake up and be real...looking forward for any opportunities. People give you the chances because they know you can do it. That’s why. Maybe, there are reasons Allah send you there. It’s because, you are chosen to be one of the overseas student. InsyaAllah…one day…


Ayah said, in this world, there’s nothing that can be done easily. Everything needs work. So, work hard. Failure is a way to the road of success but try not to be the failure and learn from every mistake that you’ve done.


Ibu said, we are normal people and tends to do mistake. Work smart and think positive. Ignore people that irritate you because they are no one in your life. Don’t forget Allah because He is the only one that can help you.


I say, in my life, I live for the sake of my ibu and ayah because I really love them. They will always be in my heart and mind because they give me motivation and spirit. They are my hero and I want to become their hero one fine day. Mind always think bad but you know yourself better as heart always speak the truth. Follow your heart and in God wills you will succeed!


My name is Ainun Munirah binti Zulkiflee


Soon, I’ll be going to Kolej MARA Banting


With hopes, desire and passion, I’ll do my best


Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,
Ya Allah, aku hambamu yang lemah dan hina. Aku mengharapkan redha dan cintamu, ya Allah. Kau berikanlah aku kekuatan dan semangat untuk belajar dan meneruskan cita-citaku ya Allah. Sesungguhnya, engkau maha mengetahui segala isi haitku. Berikanlah aku petunjuk dan suluhkanlah padaku cahaya keimanan ya Allah, amin.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

isy!!!

aku nk hempok computer nie sbb aku xbley nk tukr layout..

and now..everything is LINTANG PUKANG!!!!

sorry for the inconvinience..huh!

Monday, May 18, 2009

yippe!!!

aku amat bersyukur! :D

tahniah kepada semua nahwal yang berjaya ke

Kolej MARA Banting!

semoga BERJAYA!


:D


Tuesday, May 12, 2009

thankful :D

it's been a looong time since my last post..pheew!

ok, i was very thankful to Allah because Allah had given me a great life to live..Alhamdulillah...i was also thankful because i got an offer to Universiti Malaya for Asasi Sains Hayat.For me, it was enough but, i'm still boping foer the best...insyaAllah..if God wills..heee..kalau ade chance, nk jugak aku merasa pegi ireland ke, russia ke..heee :D

i'm still waiting for the result and everybody was asking me.."dah dpt ke offer?"

gosh! that questioned always piss me off! but xpe..may they pray the best for me as i noe, they love me...

untuk UM, tunggulah...i'll be there! :D